3:16am

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I feel like I can't seem to find love . I know I should be patient . But what if I never do? What if I never find that person I could be completely comfortable with? Is it that I won't be able to until I'm comfortable in my own skin ?

They say there's someone for everyone . Then why do some people die alone ? Why do some people never get married and never have kids ? Did they miss their chance ? Perhaps I missed mine? Pushed them straight out my life . Or Walk .

I have high hopes . Well not to high, those are meant to come crashing down on you. I just don't understand it some times . Like at this moment . I would love to have someone call just cuz they can't stop thinking about me .

When the dark becomes quite and the mind starts to scatter. Who's brain do I run across?...... If anyone.

Where do we go from here.

I know I made some mistakes
but theres still something about me worth holding on to,
something left to help me grow.

But baby, you have to do your part and let go. 

Let go and let love happen.

Mistakes are meant to be learned from.

                   I learned. 

heartless ♥ romantic 

It Goes a lil something Like....

“Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ”

♥

There's only so many tears a
girl can cry before she becomes mad.

The more tears spent.
The more the other person wins.

To believe your better.
The stronger you become. To overcome.

heartless ♥ romantic

Let Me Express My Thoughts

A broken Heart could never heal on its own. Many people feel as if they can heal their own wounds . But the heart is not one that can be mended on its own. The heart heals by the love of the surrounding people as well a the love the person is feeling for themselves. And you can't get that feeling if your surrounded by people who just bring you down. The heart wants what the heart wants. And it wants that night and shining armor. Someone to show that there is not all bad people out there, that there is someone that can mend these wounds....for good.

Failed attempt and failed again, only lowers the hope of heart causing to fall apart rather than rebuild. It comes to a point where you feel as if you may have a good "Doctor". But scared to let him in. Feeling though it is safer to stay b r o k e n than to risk breaking even more.

It makes it harder when you cant play the role of the Mind Reader && doesnt know what The Doctor wants to do. The game of "lets fix this heart" is not to be played be anyone. More so an " invite only ". But we know every player and attempting player there is always a cheater. Which only makes it harder for the next players to come along. And then were back at stage one.


An open mind && a closed heart......doesnt go well ♥

heartless♥romantic