Thursday, June 24, 2010
When I needed to cry on someone’s shoulder, you were there. When I needed someone to take random trips with me, you were there. When I needed someone just to sit in the room with me and not say anything… you were there. And I still enjoyed every bit of your company.
I have plenty of close friends. But you stand out. I NEVER have to think twice about what I want to say to you, it could be the most outlandish thing and not even for a second would you judge me, have the time it was always a ”Me too!” I remember when I first met you, I didn’t like you to much. Seemed like just another rude New Yorker. It wasn’t until that one night at the studio where we became close. And each trip to the studio we became closer. There was never a time when i got tired of being around you. I think, yeah there was once. When we had that falling out. I wanted to talk shit about you, but the only person I wanted to talk to was you. Then that day when Mel’s instigating ass made us talk when I had to get my shit from you. First thing you said was ”I missed you Drea” … yeaahh thats right. I won bitch.
What other friend cries for you when you get hurt, feels the pain you do and not even in the same state. I love you, I haven’t seen you in a year. It kills me. Come back to me Johnnie.
P.s : bring your hair supplies. =D
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
when are we really happy? Are we happy when we know that things can't go wrong. When we don't know any better or better yet, the truth.
A baby always seem so happy because they can't comprehend the cruelties of reality. everything is at peace for them.
Now when a loved one hurts you, and your afraid to let that person go.... its then you wish for that ignorance to remain in that euphoria of happiness. To continue on and wish to deal with the pain a later time. Point is, truth hurts. Ignorance is bliss..... where would you rather be?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I could be happy and complain about them all. But I sit here. Trying not to cry. Thinking of a way I fill the place you once held. Because I was so close to that happiness that i always wanted. Now it all seems like a false hope.
This all too familiar pain that I
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
but theres still something about me worth holding on to,
something left to help me grow.
But baby, you have to do your part and let go.
Let go and let love happen.
Mistakes are meant to be learned from.