Failed attempt and failed again, only lowers the hope of heart causing to fall apart rather than rebuild. It comes to a point where you feel as if you may have a good "Doctor". But scared to let him in. Feeling though it is safer to stay b r o k e n than to risk breaking even more.
It makes it harder when you cant play the role of the Mind Reader && doesnt know what The Doctor wants to do. The game of "lets fix this heart" is not to be played be anyone. More so an " invite only ". But we know every player and attempting player there is always a cheater. Which only makes it harder for the next players to come along. And then were back at stage one.
An open mind && a closed heart......doesnt go well ♥