written by anonymous....

Some may say that I have it good and others would say that I am taking advantage of my situation. Truth be told... I really don't know how to handle the most important part of my life, my relationship. I am so engulfed in what others may call a game or even me being a hoe that it seems like my body is creeping up and taking control of who I am and who I want to be... I love him I do but there is this man, a slightly older man that is starting to cloud my better judgment. I'm not sure what it is about him but all I know is that when I am around him, something inside of me wants to "get loose" as he would say. Over the years I have learned to tame the promiscuous urges that so often made me want to hit it and quit it like a nigga fresh out looking for his first hit back on the street. Yet recently I have gone to extremes to see what it would be like to unleash that sexual being within and I have learned that she is more than happy being tamed. For when the time comes for her to unleash her rath, all will be well and she will be more than satisfied with the man she is with, my man. January 2010 has rolled around and I have come to the conclusion that there will be no more games, no more pondering whether or not this move is the right move. He who has my heart shall have all of me till death do us part. It seems so funny now to say something like that when YOU are still on my mind, yet and still I know that nothing could ever come of this. So in the end it seemed that the best friend was the one telling me to do it for me and never to regret it. I have no regrets in life only urges that were taken farther than expected but never unwanted. Old habits die hard they say, yet I'm on cloud nine. Where are you?! ;-)

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Saltue To The New Year

2010 rolled around....

had to bring it in wit the best...

"you want a barbie b.tch.....go get her #"

and pretty wasted ...

for some Boston girls....

we turned NY out....

"look at them lips. i gotta kiss 'em...you blow kush, come hit this swisha"

AND...without the BULLSHIT.

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we reached our breaking point...

Its bout time for the new year to come around. And as I sit around and think bout what is to come. I stop to think. What can I leave in the past?

We all have people, things, or whatever in our lives that hinder us from moving forward, or just seem to not motivate us to take the nest step in our lives because they seem as if their still on the same road since HS. It maybe the case where they have grown up in the mind frame but in the physical not doing anything to keep pushing the rest further. I've said it before and I will say it again, some people just dont understand the term of "grinding".

Waiting around for the next best thing to come is NOT it. Try setting a goal for yourself and take WHATEVER steps possible to reach that goal. and taking any bump in the road as a test, testing your ability to stay strong and keep moving. '09 has been a VERY stressful year for myself. I'm taking all the mistakes I made and learning from them, never regret a mistake. The people who weren't there when i needed them, their being left behind too, right along with the people who are constantly surrounded by drama.

Say i'm acting brand new, I say its time I start thinking for myself. I'm walking into '010 with my head held high and anxious.

as my circle becomes smaller, my trust begins to grow















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BedRock....

too cute :)

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I love this video.

all realness.... sexy as FUCK.

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